Fears in Solitude

Am I cared for

am I known

will you find me

will it end

will it begin

will you understand

will I lay on your chest

one more time

will I feel

your heartbeat

will I have to leave

one more time?

I don’t think I could.

Will you find me

waiting

will I keep speaking

to a ghost

and laugh at my own jokes?

no one will ever know

I was funny

sexy

loving

giving.

Will I get another chance

to say

yes?